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07 December 2011 @ 04:50 pm

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I got too old for Santa when I was nine...'cept for the year I was twelve. I asked for a red bicycle. Anyway, haven't written a letter to Saint Nick since then but here in the City...I figger...why not?

No reason for me to put it on the network though.

[She's not surprised to find him in her room. She'd given him blanket permission just the day before so he'd have a place to lock himself away if he wanted to let his other self tinker in his room. She is surprised to find the Doctor asleep on his stomach, sprawled diagonally across her bed. The number of times she's caught him asleep can be counted on one hand and she knows he had to be exhausted to pass out here. Instead of waking him, she tiptoes across the room and curls up in a corner of the bed, her back against the headboard then slips a piece of paper and pen out of the nightstand next to her. She uses the book he was reading from last night as desk to start the letter to Santa that she's compelled to write.]

Dear Santa

[It's a formality for the simple sake of appearances and curses. She knows Santa can't deliver what she wants anymore then he delivered the red bicycle she loved so much]

My list this year is short.

*Real snow on Christmas Day. It doesn't happen as often to me and the Doctor as you think it might.

*I just want to know that Mum, Pete, Tony and Mickey are all right. It's okay that I won't see them again. I made that choice long time ago. Might be nice if you let them know I'm okay and I'm with the Doctor.

*~~Sex with~~ The Doctor. All of him. We're sort of this awkward stage of things, all wanting and no resolve. I want past that. I've waited a long time for it and done a lot of things to get here.

Sincerely,
Rose Tyler

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 02:11 am (UTC)

[She's just going to stare at him, memorizing how he looks in this moment. She lays her hand against his chest, between his hearts. There's plenty of emotions coming through right now and she couldn't stop them if she wanted to: lots of love, a heavy dose of desire and want then there's awe, awe of him and this moment. She takes a deep breath, watching him then she bites her bottom lip. She slides her other hand up his arm, over his shoulder and brings it to rest right at the curve of his neck. She lets her breath out slowly, smiling slightly at him as his hand slides to her hip. She leans up and kisses him.]

Edited 2011-12-11 02:13 am (UTC)

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 02:48 am (UTC)

[He doesn't know what sort of reaction he was expecting when he finished taking his shirts off but awe was definitely not one of them, for whatever reason. Not that he hasn't got a similar reaction to all of this happening - more that it wasn't that the description would have occurred to him. Lip biting basically ensures that he stares at her lips for at least a few moments, quite happy when she leans up and uses them again.

Although he does start talking again, the hand from her side toying with the hem of her shirt now.] Is that... Do you mind? [And then an addendum, because suddenly asking seems like a silly thing to have done.] Get a better view of that odd bone.

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 02:58 am (UTC)

[She doesn't mind the talking. It helps facilitate things sometimes. His request and his silly comment make her grin.] No don't mind. Was goin' to when you did and I didn't know if you were--[And she stops because somehow she thinks that's too much talking. She pushes herself up a bit and grabs the hem of her shirt, pulling up. There's a slight bashful look as she pulls the top over her head, taking her bra with it. Now she's a bit pink, watching his reaction.] All right? Yeah?

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 03:15 am (UTC)

[Not expecting both of those to come off. What is the protocol for that. Are you supposed to look, because normally that's not a good thing. Obviously, he does, but it's punctuated by looking up at her face almost as much, what with the lack-of-protocol. (Why does he keep sounding like an android in this thread, what the hell.) The grin helped though.]

Oh, very. We're all even now. Sort of. I guess in some respects not, but literally. Definitely all right.

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 03:23 am (UTC)

[Well it was already undone in the back. In any case his reaction isn't a bad one (well it has been a very long time for him) and to hopefully relieve a bit of the awkwardness she leans up, hands on his shoulders and kisses him. One hand tangles in his hair again and she pulls him closer to her.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 03:35 am (UTC)

[(It's been such a long time this might as well be the first time all over again, really. And for this version, it actually is anyway.) With the pulling closer they probably have quite a bit of skin to skin contact happening, which in turn probably intensifies whatever feelings are coming through. He has to take a moment to adjust to that, but once that's taken care of, any sort of awkwardness that just happened is totally past - just pulling her to him as well and deepening the kiss.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 03:44 am (UTC)

[Definitely a good deal of skin to skin contact happening to intensify all of those feelings of desire, love, awe and that primary bit of want that's been running on a low level for days now. Deepening the kiss is an excellent course of action. Her hands slide down his back, sliding just the slightest bit into the waistband of his pants.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 04:09 am (UTC)

[Well he's moving down her neck with the kisses and then further down and starting to explore that collarbone area he'd said he'd have better access to with the shirt off now that he has got the shirt off and has the access. Breathing her in, the perfume, the natural scents people have, the pheromones; it's almost a drug, really.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 04:19 am (UTC)

[There are much worse things to be compared to. She tilts her head to the side so that he's got plenty of access to the whole collarbone area and lets out a little breathy moan when his lips brush across her skin. While he's busy with that, she slides her hands around his side, fingertips gliding over his hip bone before making their way up his chest to trail across his collarbones.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 04:34 am (UTC)

[He very much appreciates being given the extra access to that area and makes full use of it. Her fingertips and the path they take provoke gooseflesh bumping up a bit, and a couple of the muscles in his abdomen go a little twitchy for a few seconds.

All this attention to her face and clavicles and such - he lets the hand that is supporting most of his weight get tangled him her hair as well, finding little reason not to since it's there and soft and Rose. The other hand is still on her ribs, on the side, roaming a little bit but remaining somewhat clearly below a certain area for now. He's got ribs and stomach and hipbones to explore right now anyway.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 04:54 am (UTC)

[The exploration is wonderful and she's exceedingly happy to let him do that while doing her own exploration of his upper body. The goosebumps are fascinating and encourage her to glide her hands over bits of his skin, careful to avoid his sides for the most part because she knows he's ticklish. She dips her head to press her lips to his shoulder, neck and collarbone, nipping occasionally at his skin. Every once in a while she lets her hand drift up to run her fingers through his hair.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:07 am (UTC)

[The sides are the most ticklish but the twitchyness and the gooseflesh to a lesser degree were also signs of the same. Really it's just somewhat sensitive skin in general, although what she's doing to it right now is wonderful to say the least. The nipping and the way that running her fingers through his hair pulls on it naturally and everything. He is, in turn, getting a bit more adventurous, hand coming up a bit on her ribs and thumb grazing the crease on the area he's still somewhat avoiding.

At some point with the way they keep pulling each other so close and with the occasional arching, she's probably going to feel the evidence that he's getting just as carried away with things as she is, even if up to this point he's still sideways and partially not on her. If the position changes - or already has and I just don't remember - up to you when she notices.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:22 am (UTC)

[The more adventurous is a good thing. There's a little whispered 'oh god' in there when his thumb brushes against her. She takes a deep breath, holding it for a moment, hands pressing a bit harder against his skin. She tilts her head, raising it a bit so that she can nuzzle at his ear. She remembers he likes that from previously.

All those feelings, they increased a good deal and after their talk, she's not bothering to keep them in check, just letting him have most of them.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:33 am (UTC)

[Oh yes, he did, very much. He had grinned a little bit at her whispered exclamation, although she definitely gets her own back when she starts nuzzling and he makes another low sound. Pressing harder just means he's going to crush into her a bit more, continuing to work on that impossibly-close thing they've been trying for some time now.

Without bothering about keeping them in check, they're going to come in, hit his own, and increase them ten times over, which would be somewhat overwhelming if he didn't currently have a very good method of releasing them at hand. Rather than pausing to wrestle them back down, he's choosing instead to increase his intensity, exploring a little bit more and dropping his own head to pay attention to that collarbone he'd gone on about having access to before.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:38 am (UTC)

[Oh that's incredibly gratifying and makes her smile a little. When he does crush into her a bit more she notices that he's as carried away as she is and it makes her gasp a little. She's got a hand tangled in his hair and she pulls a bit on it, encouraging him to keep doing exactly what he's doing.

She feels like every part of her body is tingling from her bones out, insides and outsides absolutely and completely alive. There's some whispered exhalations in his ear about how wonderful it all feels and how much she wants all of this, as if he couldn't tell from the feelings coming from her. She can't really stop the murmurings though. It's part of the getting carried away.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:47 am (UTC)

[He catches that gasp and realises what it was for and nearly backs off just a tad to consider apologising, but then she starts pulling on his hair and if anything it seems like she liked it and he concludes that apologising when you've apparently done something right is sort of a self-righteous thing to do and not even he appreciates self-righteousness. So yes, the pulling, he does keep doing exactly what he was doing.

Despite the outlet, the feelings from the both of them are a little too overwhelming for the moment to allow him the capacity to talk too much - there's simply not enough thought left to string the words together while he processes, so her murmuring away at him is kind of a good thing. Keeps it from being completely quiet. He does, however, look at her with a bit of a tentatively questioning look, raising one hand vaguely to his temple and then gesturing at hers, asking if she'd like to try and get some of the emotions back, effectively.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 05:53 am (UTC)

[The gasp was absolutely not a bad gasp. Quite the opposite in fact as he worked out on his own.

She's not used to him being so quiet but there's far too much going on for her to really consider that he's not talking. His suggestion makes her pause but she grins as well. Definitely not a bad pause. After a moment she nods. When she finally speaks her voice sounds breathy and throaty.]

Yeah, if it won't change things for you. For the worse, I mean. [She likes the way he appears to be feeling right now. she doesn't want that to change.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:10 am (UTC)

[He shakes his head in response to her question, taking another couple of moments to take a deep breath in and out and calm to the point of speech again. His own voice is similarly afflicted when he does talk, being very low and waving in and out at first.] No. You're sharing yours with me; makes mine more... intense. I share that back with you, somewhat more intense. Latent psychic - you won't get quite as much, but. [She won't be overwhelmed by it to the point of any problems. It'll still be enough for her to get what he's feeling, and some of the echo from her own back, and that's about it.] Yeah?

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:15 am (UTC)

[She nods her head, smiling at him.] Yeah. Just tell me what I need to do. [And then she presses a kiss to the hollow just below his ear.] As long as we don't have to move grom here. [It's a bit teasing and a bit letting him know this is amazing. It's also, she hopes something to help put him at ease, if he is uneasy about the whole sharing emotions thing.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:24 am (UTC)

[He gives her a quick grin, happy with her okay - and, well, everything in the world right now, let's be honest - and then lets his fingers rest on her temple with his thumb on her cheekbone, then closes his eyes for a moment.] You just need to keep your mind still for a moment. Open. [Assuming she achieves that, he's able to open that part of the mind, at least temporarily, and she should gradually start feeling his slight tentativeness about doing this, but immediately following his own complete love and admiration of her that are just constantly present, along with the deep but mounting want and general happiness with things as they presently are, even as he opens his eyes and moves his hand back to look at her for a reaction.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:32 am (UTC)

[It takes her breath away that she's able to feel all of that and she bites her bottom lip, unable to keep from giving him a grin that is as wide as any she's ever used. She reaches up, her fingertips at his temples and runs her fingers back through his hair, just watching him for a moment. There's a touch of surprise. She knew he loved her but feeling it is something entirely different, feeling it like this anyway. She nods after a moment and responds by pulling him down into a kiss. She can't not respond to that physically and she understands now a bit of why he was so quiet. It's amazing and breath taking all at once.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:45 am (UTC)

[There's a moment where she can probably see him visibly relax a little. Not that he was all that tense before, just that sharing that sort of very personal thing with someone - anyone - else, is always a little bit nerve-wracking. He closes his eyes when she runs her fingers through his hair, appreciating the way that feels no matter how many times she does it. They open again when he feels her moving just in time to catch the end of the nod before being completely okay being pulled down for a kiss. To some degree it feels like there's a small shift that's just happened - to him, anyway - and he's actually quite pleased that it has.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:53 am (UTC)

[She does feel how he relaxes and it's a relief, that bit of assurance that sharing this with her is okay. It does feel a bit like a shift of some sort, some sort of last piece of their relationship in this form clicking into place. She knows he loves her. She's known it for a long while but there's quite a difference, a good difference, in knowing it and feeling it from his side of things. Things feel more complete, to her anyway.

She lightly bumps her fingers down the ridge of his spine as they kiss, pressing a bit at the small of his back.]

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am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:09 am (UTC)

[Pressing there means he presses more into her without even thinking about it; he's more focused on their mouths and biting a bit at her lower lip since she's seemed to have so much fun doing that with both his and her own, and letting his hands go back to their slow exploring.]

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iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:18 am (UTC)

[Unconsciously that was sort of the point so she's very pleased by the reaction. The nibble at her lower lip gets a soft moan out of her. Definitely something she likes as well as the slow exploration. She follows his example in that aspect, hands trailing over his back and around his sides, thumbs stroking over the tops of hipbones before her hands go back up his chest then down his arms. There's just pretty much a continuous cycle of desire, love and want going around now.]