07 December 2011 @ 04:50 pm
011 [Audio | Closed Action]  
I got too old for Santa when I was nine...'cept for the year I was twelve. I asked for a red bicycle. Anyway, haven't written a letter to Saint Nick since then but here in the City...I figger...why not?

No reason for me to put it on the network though.



[She's not surprised to find him in her room. She'd given him blanket permission just the day before so he'd have a place to lock himself away if he wanted to let his other self tinker in his room. She is surprised to find the Doctor asleep on his stomach, sprawled diagonally across her bed. The number of times she's caught him asleep can be counted on one hand and she knows he had to be exhausted to pass out here. Instead of waking him, she tiptoes across the room and curls up in a corner of the bed, her back against the headboard then slips a piece of paper and pen out of the nightstand next to her. She uses the book he was reading from last night as desk to start the letter to Santa that she's compelled to write.]

Dear Santa

[It's a formality for the simple sake of appearances and curses. She knows Santa can't deliver what she wants anymore then he delivered the red bicycle she loved so much]

My list this year is short.

*Real snow on Christmas Day. It doesn't happen as often to me and the Doctor as you think it might.

*I just want to know that Mum, Pete, Tony and Mickey are all right. It's okay that I won't see them again. I made that choice long time ago. Might be nice if you let them know I'm okay and I'm with the Doctor.

*Sex with The Doctor. All of him. We're sort of this awkward stage of things, all wanting and no resolve. I want past that. I've waited a long time for it and done a lot of things to get here.

Sincerely,
Rose Tyler


 
 
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[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 06:53 am (UTC)
[She does feel how he relaxes and it's a relief, that bit of assurance that sharing this with her is okay. It does feel a bit like a shift of some sort, some sort of last piece of their relationship in this form clicking into place. She knows he loves her. She's known it for a long while but there's quite a difference, a good difference, in knowing it and feeling it from his side of things. Things feel more complete, to her anyway.

She lightly bumps her fingers down the ridge of his spine as they kiss, pressing a bit at the small of his back.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:09 am (UTC)
[Pressing there means he presses more into her without even thinking about it; he's more focused on their mouths and biting a bit at her lower lip since she's seemed to have so much fun doing that with both his and her own, and letting his hands go back to their slow exploring.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:18 am (UTC)
[Unconsciously that was sort of the point so she's very pleased by the reaction. The nibble at her lower lip gets a soft moan out of her. Definitely something she likes as well as the slow exploration. She follows his example in that aspect, hands trailing over his back and around his sides, thumbs stroking over the tops of hipbones before her hands go back up his chest then down his arms. There's just pretty much a continuous cycle of desire, love and want going around now.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:30 am (UTC)
[That continuous cycle is actually going to drive him crazy if it doesn't lead anywhere, what with being bits of both of their emotions going around and around now. Slow exploration speeds up a bit, and he deepens the kiss again for a few moments before returning attention to her neck and finding those pulses she seems fond of.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:35 am (UTC)
[She has every intention of it going somewhere and at this point would probably be driven just as crazy if it didn't. She cries out a little, whispering his name when he hits the pulse point. She really does like that. It takes her a moment to do anything but remember how to breathe and when she does, her hands move back down his chest, fingers slipping in the waistband of his pants to fumble with the button.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:48 am (UTC)
[Oh that was a very good reaction. That was the kind of reaction you remember later that feeds your ego. When he feels her fumbling with the button he stills a little - mostly because if he keeps moving she'll never be able to get it unfastened - but doesn't really stop what he's doing just the same. He'll get to hers in a moment, since both of them fumbling with each others' trousers would probably be a relative tangle of not getting anything done.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 07:54 am (UTC)
[It's all the feelings and the build up and well she does like when he hits those points. She gets the button undone and then the zipper, hesitating only a moment before she slips on hand inside. Her other hand goes to his hair, fingers threading through it almost in an attempt to make certain he stays close to her.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 11th, 2011 08:26 am (UTC)
[His stomach muscles tense a little with the zipper, but that's momentary and doesn't stop him with her neck at all. The next thing, however, earns her a very quick gasp and a couple of moments breathing against that spot he was just paying attention to. He really wasn't going anywhere before, and definitely isn't now. Those couple moments pass and he returns to the point, the hand that isn't supporting most of his weight moving down to work on the button on hers as well.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 12th, 2011 04:42 am (UTC)
[Oh that is the best reaction. It's a reaction that makes her feel warm, fuzzy and a bit smug in a way. She strokes her fingertips up lightly, but holding still overall so that he can get the button on her trousers undone as well.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 12th, 2011 04:57 am (UTC)
[Her light little movements make it a little bit more difficult to focus on getting that button undone to the point where he has to actually turn and look at what he's going. Once it's unfastened though, the zip is made quick work of, and he runs his hands along the inside of the waist, from around the hip to the back and again - new skin to explore, and for the moment he doesn't quite know how to get them off her without breaking more contact than he's willing to do. Otherwise, he goes back to what he had been doing before with her neck.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 12th, 2011 04:35 pm (UTC)
[His touch on her skin makes her take a bit of a trembley breath. She lets it out with a bit of an 'oh Doctor'. It's a very good thing. She threads her fingers a bit tighter in his hair and tilts her chin up. Her other hand is still occupied exploring as well, different sorts of light touches, fingers curling around for a moment then stroking down or across, occasionally moving to properly glide over the curve of his hipbones before returning.

She's got no desire to break any contact right now either and at the moment she's not entirely concerned with getting more undressed. That'll change soon enough. After a little while of him nuzzling her neck, she pulls his head up a bit so she can kiss him, other hand going to his hip while she arches her hips up into him, effectively sort of grinding up against him.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 12th, 2011 09:09 pm (UTC)
Well, while these still work, I wonder how cliche it is to have him not speak English during this.
[That's definitely going to be another gasp, or a moan, depending on how that works when you're actually kissing someone at the same time. It's almost immediately followed by a very similar reflexive reaction, pushing against her in response while the hand that was previously exploring a little stops behind her in an attempt to keep that pressure.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 12th, 2011 09:39 pm (UTC)
Eh, who cares if it is. Whatever language he thinks in instinctively
[She is more than willing to help him keep that pressure. She's literally crushed as tightly as she can be into him from chest to down to legs. At this point she's got at least one leg wrapped around his waist, the other one tangled up with his legs.

The kiss has turned to something almost desperate, probably a bit sloppy, and needy. Teeth nipping at his bottom lip occasionally or at his tongue. Her emotions have gone from desire to so much need she nearly aches with it.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 12:27 am (UTC)
....I have almost no idea if that would be his own or have shifted to English by now
[Okay, that's about as much as he can handle without doing anything about it. He doesn't break away from the kiss much at all to say the following.] We, need to.. Please.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 01:51 am (UTC)
lol! It's hard to know with him.
[She nods her agreement. The 'please' very nearly drives her crazy and she shifts underneath him, hands going to the waist of her pants to try to wiggle out of them]/small>
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 03:22 am (UTC)
That's going to bother me until I can work it out.
[He is going to help her with that as much as he can without really breaking contact still, which is sort of difficult what with being distracted and arms not totally being long enough. No matter. After hers, he starts finishing off his own.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 03:52 am (UTC)
LOL sorry to encourage!
[She manages to get her pants off with his help and she's going to help him with his. When they're finally both undressed she takes a deep breath, holding it for a moment as she runs her hand down his body then lets the breath out with a grin.

That feeling of awe is back in full force.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 05:20 am (UTC)
the friend I asked told me to tweet Gatiss and ask which is a HORRIBLE/GREAT idea.
[That awe thing really is kind of fun. He's not totally sure what to do with it aside from sort of give her a goofy grin, and that's even for more than just that one reason. This is not an activity he ever thought he would be doing with Rose Tyler.]

You're wonderful.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 05:32 am (UTC)
LMAO
[She turns red at the compliment but she's also giving him a bit of a goofy grin. How could she not? It's not an activity she thought she'd ever be doing with him either. She runs her fingers up through his hair.]

Yeah? Well I think you're pretty fantastic too.
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 13th, 2011 06:34 am (UTC)
it is now the only way to definitively get an answer.
Well, that's very good, because I am! [And there's a moment where he just sort of does the same thing she was doing earlier, with the remembering how she looks right now and all of this. For some reason he's unaccountably suddenly nervous even though, honestly, you get this far... And there's really not a way to say it without it sounding like you're having second thoughts, which isn't the problem. Well technically it is but not really.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 14th, 2011 12:13 am (UTC)
True. Do you include the WHY you want to know or not?
[After an awkward moment of what now, she reaches up and pulls him down into a kiss, other hand sliding down his back, hips tilting up as she guides him closer to her.]
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 14th, 2011 03:45 am (UTC)
ABSOLUTELY NOT.
[That's helpful. He doesn't know what caused the moment of awkwardness. He'll probably apologise for it later, but right now there is kissing and tilting and closed distance until finally they're together like they've been working on for... effectively since they met, really.


ooc: okay I will fully own up to that awkward moment as me being entirely unable to figure out how to word that in a manner approaching 'well'.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 14th, 2011 04:20 am (UTC)
ahahahahahahaha
[She won't even remember it was awkward later. She'll just remember this and how it feels like completion, like everything she's wanted for as long as she can remember. This feels like forever and it's more perfect than she ever imagined it would be. She keeps one hand tangled in his hair, the other on his hip as she brings her legs up to tangle with his.]

ooc: lol! it's difficult. I hope I managed it somewhat gracefully.
[identity profile] am-i-being-rude.livejournal.com on December 14th, 2011 04:50 am (UTC)
:|
[Still. He sits for a moment, similarly just memorising the way this feels, surrounded by her finally in every possible way, adjusting to the things that come through from her - clearly not holding back now and somehow it's not as overwhelming probably because he's inadvertently sending some of his own back to her. Slowly, he starts to move, having felt adjusted and feeling the need and all those others start to motivate him into action. Even if gradual.]
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on December 14th, 2011 05:38 am (UTC)
Don't give me that face, you know it's hilarious
[She encourages him with whispered exclamations and muffled moans against his shoulder or the curve of his neck. The hand at the small of his back presses harder and she moves her body against his.]
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