14 June 2010 @ 11:23 pm
[01] We've been forever yet we've only just begun  
They've already got the technology. They just haven't figured out how to track him yet. It takes Rose months and more jumps than she cares to count. Sometimes she thinks she's going to be pulled apart at the seams with all the jumping back and forth through time. They warn her that the odds are against her. They tell her she's only got this one planet to work with and he's got an entire Universe plus timelines they can't ever access. She tells them she'll take her chances.

When she ends up in San Francisco 1999, the equipment malfunctions. The jacket won't work and she's so frustrated, so tired so bereft that she almost cries right there in the middle of the wharf. Instead she pulls it together like he would and finds a place to sleep for a little while. Once she's had some rest it's time for fish and chips. They're almost as good as home and they go a long way toward making her feel better.

Right then. Might as well do some research while she's here. See if she can find out if he's been here recently. If he's scheduled to show up anytime soon. Library then a call into UNIT. Despite having a plan, she doesn't act on it. She'll wander a bit more, navigate her way through the people on the wharf and enjoy the day. She's never been to San Francisco in any time.
 
 
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[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 04:54 am (UTC)
He's been alone for six months. He's coming apart at the seams. Literally, actually. He looks down at his sleeves, at the rough way the threads are falling off of his clothes. This probably had something to do with how he washed them in the shower every night, or perhaps had something to do with the fact that it was his only outfit.

He sighs, and heads down from his hotel room. The sonic doesn't work, but his bank account does, at least. Even overseas, which is terribly convenient. All that interest has made for quite a bit of disposable income. Not enough to last him forever, though.

He needs new clothes. Another suit would be just fine. He heads off towards the wharf.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 05:01 am (UTC)
She searches the crowd even when she's distracted, eyes roaming over people looking for a certain set of brown eyes or a shock of rumpled brown hair. Every tall, thin man in a suit gets a second look. She can feel the anxiety from being stranded her building in the pit of her stomach. It's not until she catches a glimpse of hair that's just about right along with a brown pen striped suit that she begins to think it's not anxiety.

She falls into step behind him, watching to make sure. She's stopped too many strange men to count and it always earns her a look that asks if she's crazy or worse an invitation for a drink. Long ago she memorized the way he walks, the stoop of his shoulders and the curve of the back of his neck. He's wearing trainers with his suit and that's unusual for anyone but him. Finally when she's almost certain she reaches out to touch his shoulder.

"S'cuse me."

Just in case she's wrong. Best not to act like she's gone barmy just yet.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 05:09 am (UTC)
He's been mad for a long time, he thinks. The people around this place know that, they stay away from him. The strange man in the ratty suit who lives in the hotel and buys a lot of electronics. The man who is going to destroy the universe. The man who---

A hand is suddenly on his shoulder and he turns, facing a woman who absolutely can not be there.

His eyes go wide, but his mouth stays shut.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 03:45 pm (UTC)
Six months is entirely too long for him to be alone. The idea of it makes her ache. He turns around, eyes wide and Rose's expression mirrors his for a moment before she laughs.

"Doctor! I looked so long for you."

And then it's time to hug.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 09:52 pm (UTC)
She moves to hug him and he takes a step back. He's been on his own too long, he doesn't recognize comfort when he sees it, and he's not sure he can handle it.

"You can't be here," he says. "You can't, you're---"

She's in another universe. She's happy there, he thinks.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:01 pm (UTC)
The step back confuses her. It's the Doctor. She knows it's the Doctor. She wouldn't mistake him; not like this; not face to face.

"I'm here, Doctor. I've spent the last several months with UNIT trying to figure out a way to track you. They've got the time travel bit down...for the most part. I've been all over time trying to get lucky."

She bites her bottom lip, watching him carefully. "Looks like today is my lucky day."
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:21 pm (UTC)
He shakes his head, and the action is shakier and more nervous than he means it.

"You're from---you're from my past, Rose, you must be. Because this is the right universe, but you're in the wrong time. You find me again when the Daleks invade."

He gestures away. "Go on. You've got to go find me again."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:39 pm (UTC)
"Pretty sure I'm from your past regardless but we already stopped the Dalek invasion. You've already left him with me. Last I heard he was in Amsterdam. He sends me postcards so I know he's alright."

She shoves her hands in her pockets because now that he won't let her hug him she doesn't know what to do with her hands.

"I'm here to find you, Doctor. It's not like last time. You're not dead. I don't have a TARDIS. UNIT knows. Guess they can't get anyone else willing to take the chance on an experimental time machine."
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:46 pm (UTC)
"Why isn't he with you? He should've stayed with you, I left him to be with you---" The anger comes fairly unbidden, and he's left standing there, shaking with emotions he can't quite control.

He gave Rose to him. He loved her, and he gave her up. And now, she's here, alone.
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:52 pm (UTC)
Rose takes a step back this time and shakes her head. "I couldn't replace you with him. He's not you and it's not his fault. He knew...he loved me but I love you. I tried." She bites her bottom lip and takes a deep breath, holding it and trying to calm her stomach. She finally lets it out in a slow exhale.

"He's not you and--I couldn't. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with him and he couldn't spend the rest of his life with me knowing that."
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 10:55 pm (UTC)
"Oh."

There's very little commitment in this word. Oh, she's not with him. Oh, she still loves him. Oh, she's still here.

"I have nothing to give you, Rose," he says. "I'm sorry."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:06 pm (UTC)
He's much worse off than she ever imagined. It makes her brow furrow and she steps closer to him, tentatively reaching out to lay a hand on his chest.

"I didn't come looking for what you could give me, Doctor. I came looking for you. Just you."
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:14 pm (UTC)
He looks down at where her hand touches his chest. He doesn't know touch anymore. He doesn't know connection.

"I don't even have that, Rose."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:24 pm (UTC)
"Then I'll help you find it," she promises him. She leaves her hand where it's at. "I don't want to go back, Doctor. Mum knows to look after him. He'll check in with her."

She doesn't mention that she doesn't know right now if she can go back. It's a bit mucked up right now and the one man who might be able to fix it is standing in front of her.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:31 pm (UTC)
"You can't stay with me," he says.

He doesn't have anything. No TARDIS, no future. Just staying in San Francisco and working on setting up some sort of paradox machine in order to stop what inevitable.

But he can't run from her. He'll see her for the day, then she'll leave. Everyone leaves, even the TARDIS.

"I'm hungry. Are you hungry?"
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:36 pm (UTC)
She starts to argue, words almost spilling out when he mentions food. The argument turns to a smile and she nods. She's not hungry. She just ate a bit ago but she nods anyway.

"Yeah. I could eat some chips." And she holds her hand out to him. He's held his out to her so many times, asking for her trust, asking her to go with him. Now she supposes she's asking a little bit of the same.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:45 pm (UTC)
He doesn't take her hand. There's too much contact there, too much of what he doesn't quite remember of his life before all of this. He nods and leads the way to the chip shop where he's been eating lately.

"How long has it been for you?" he asks. "Since Bad Wolf Bay?"
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:49 pm (UTC)
She lets her hand fall to her side trying not to be too hurt by the snub. She shoves her hands back in her pockets and follows.

"Eight months," she answers. She pauses, gnawing on her bottom lip a second. "For you?"
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 15th, 2010 11:55 pm (UTC)
"Longer."

He's not sure anymore. So much time was lost just running through the TARDIS, trying to stop the decay, stop her death. So much time. He thinks months, but centuries might be more apt.

"I've been in San Francisco about four months."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:01 am (UTC)
She nods, imagination spinning out to imagine the centuries he doesn't mention. Her eyes widen and panic butterflies in her stomach when he tells her how long he's been here. There are very few reasons he'd turn domestic. When she speaks she tries not to let any panic seep into her voice.

"Are you--that's about the time he left." She doesn't want to imagine, doesn't want to say the words because of what she's afraid they mean but she has to. "The TARDIS is--" and she doesn't finish the sentence, letting him fill in the blank with whatever he will.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:08 am (UTC)
"Here we go," he says, holding open the chip shop door for her. "Been a favorite place of mine. Don't think they care much for me. Well, they did, once I learned about washing my clothes."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:11 am (UTC)
The way he ignores her question speaks volumes. She may not know what happened to the TARDIS but she knows something did. And he survived. It's a relief that makes the panic die down. He's broken and not right but he's alive.

"Oi, you found the laundromat then?" she says as she steps through the door with a smile that's a little more forced than usual. She wants to hug him and hold him and let him know he's not alone anymore. Instead she keeps her hands firmly tucked in her pockets and the smile fixed on her face.
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:13 am (UTC)
"Laundromat?" the Doctor asks, looking genuinely confused. "I found the sink in the hotel room."
[identity profile] iam-thebadwolf.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:16 am (UTC)
She laughs, stopping herself just short of reaching out to tug playfully on the lapel of his jacket. "I'll have to show you the laundromat. S'got washing machines and everything."
[identity profile] rude-not-ginger.livejournal.com on June 16th, 2010 12:20 am (UTC)
"Well, I do need to buy a new suit today. This one's gone a bit threadbarren. Was thinking about finding it in blue again. Rather liked the blue."

He slips into a booth and gestures for her to sit across from him.
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